Sorry but being a 22 year old virgin with social issues, a party where everybody is getting wasted and starts acting like dogs in standing heat and wanting to fuck each others brains out with chicks running around rubbing their breasts and yelling "I WANNA GET LAID!! OMG I WANNA GET FUCKING FUCKED!" is not an idea of a fun time to me. haha sorry to be blunt.

A friggen two hour bus drive for this? I was pretty much forced to go because nobody wanted me alone(what am I gonna do? commit suicide? sorry but I love my parents and I will always know my family loves me, i'm not gonna do that to them) But really? I was hoping for a REAL Christmas party, something decent. I expected drinking, doesn't bother me but ugh... This shit they do almost EVERY fucking weekend? Can't the holidays be something different for a change? Does it always have to be "lets get wasted and wail awhile we get ourselves rammed??"

Probably why I hate the human species, we think are are advanced but we are no different from every other disgusting animal on the planet haha...

I would have rather stayed in my room and slit my wrists than this shit. I'm a few thousand miles away from home, the plane ticket would have been over a 1000 dollars(which I couldn't afford) and leave wouldnt' have been very long. My brother is home, lucky him. ): I didnt' want to spend my first Christmas away from them like this.

Fuck I thought it was so dumb, even though I got a tad drunk I was still disgusted at them all. I just don't like seeing friends..turn into like that. Ugh. Save it for the room on the weekends, really.

Supposed to be a party for SINGLE folks(since hence we would be alone..umm durr?)..hahah, me and like three other people were the only ones not sharing tongues with somebody else... single my ass. Single to me is somebody that's MARRIED AND DOESN'T HAVE THEIR LOVED ONES OVER, or SINGLE..as in nobody to mess with.

Of course somebody's answer to my complaint as I left was "well get really drunk and find somebody!" hahhahhahHAHAHHAHAHhahahahaheheheeeehhee..ummm no. I'm not gonna waste my first time in a strange bed with a strange person... fuck that shit. You know what? You are pretty much telling me I should lay myself down for rape. Umm when you get wasted, you don't think, i've seen my friends wasted. They are beyond drunk, they are literally physically and mentally retarded and i've had to help them back into their rooms and make sure they actually go to sleep. You can make them fuck a dog or vise versa and they wouldn't know. That's what you call RAPE dumbasses..You can't say yes or no. I'd rather keep taming unicorns..

To make me even more pissed, most of the people I know weren't even there..they were off doing their own thing. JEEZ THANKS I COULD HAVE BEEN TOO. Some people that were there weren't even drinking and just sat there, obviously not in the mood, probably some married and being faithful...yeah not the best party to hang out at..

Thankfully me and one of my friends decided it was just...not the thing and left. We went back and chatted about our pets and surfed the internet.

Call me a boring person, I am to most. But next time..don't invite me. I still like some of them but their idea of fun is just not mine..

All you young girls and boys out there not into the sex/drinking mode yet, enjoy your time with your friends while you can. Because eventually, like me, it will be a thing of the past. Pretty soon your friends idea of a get-together or hang-out is gonna be "hey be a cockblocker at this party for me okay?" or "umm i'm gonna run off with this guy in the bathroom for a few minutes okay? see ya!"

GIRLS! enjoy your times with your friends while it lasts! That's one part of my childhood I will always miss, quality time with my friends.. later, it will just be with the BOYZ(unless she's lesbo lol)... Maybe you will turn into that too.. who knows? I guess I haven't grown up yet..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND THANKS to all you that gave me a present on here. I really really appreciated it and made my Christmas much better!

Already finding people not giving me credit for my linearts. Really people? Really? My fucking God some of you pubescent retarded poor excuses for artists can't even just simply credit who you got it from?

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READ THIS! Funny enough the individuals used this particular lineart where I included all the rules.. idiots!

I DON'T PUT DESCRIPTIONS ON MY SHIT FOR NO REASON, IT'S THERE FOR A REASON! If I find anymore I'll start posting it in my journal for free bashing. Tired of this shit. It seems to be mostly kids, don't like to include everybody because I know not every kid is a cheese-nut but fuck sometimes I wish I could put age limits on my shit.. IT'S ALWAYS THE FUCKING KIDS. Probably piss of a good deal of my watchers but hey!..blame them for making you look stupid..

I just don't get it..And don't give me this "oh I forgot" bullshit because you obviously haven't forgotten to credit the other stuff you included in your pictures..

UGH! I should just start directing you guys one by one to have fun-time in Battlecry's stall.

Battlecry

Ahhh how far you've come. Besides Skullface, he's my oldest character that I still draw.

How did he start out? Well like a good deal of us, after seeing the Spirit movie I ran to the drawing board to create my own horsey character. Because I loved paints I randomly came up with the wing markings for him. For his name I went dogpile searching for horse names and came across that one haha. He started out as a quiet introvert stallion, not anymore! I don't remember which year I actually came up with him, I found out about the spirit movie a year or two before it even came out. So he's either 7-9 years of age, wow almost a decade!!

Some of my first pictures of him shown him with facial markings, either a stripe, snip or a broken stripe, not too sure. Battlecry pretty much went dormant until I realised how easy it was to put my art on the internet, wow talk about a hyper kid in a candy store. Battlecry arose from his slumber and I started to draw him again.

A few times he had appeared with another character supposely his rival(now no longer existing.) A bay paint stallion called Outlaw. Shiner came a tad later as his half-brother.

A few drawings of Battlecry also existed on some of our old-ass corrupted harddrives, though I believe they are already somewhere in a landfill haha. I had print-outs but cannot find them. I hate myself for destroying some of my artwork.

The original story chapters(still on fanfiction wrote by my fabulous pal, crazysparkles) still exists back when I had him as Spirit and Rain's son. I changed that so I could have him as an independant character..

I never thought Battlecry would become so dang popular on here, last year or the year before when some awards were being handed out to the horse community he won the trophy for being the sexiest stallion hehhe! ^^

Battlecry's favorite mare, Flash, also had a few changes. She originally was just a very light grey with a blanket but I decided a blue roan was better suited as other people's characters looked just too much like her.

Some old pictures of him!


Battlecry's dadda, aww daddy's squirt!


His momma, mean lil Battlecry drilling his legs into her belly oi!


Oldest one I have of him sadly! D: I had better! Love his thick sausage legs.Notice the markings on his flank are different? They're on the otherside of his body now..


How Flash used to look..She kinda looks like she's eaten too much chunky monkey icecream or something..



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Skullface

Skullface, though i'm not as actively drawing him, back in the day he was huge in my book. He arrived before Battlecry and came before the Spirit movie came out(though inspired by it) He's about 9 years of age. I was a huge bone collector back in the day and combined the two things I loved. I have a huge book on his old drawings all the way to the very first ones, too bad I didn't do the same for Battlecry! D:

His favorite mare is a grey dappled mare, I forgot her name lmao. His mother was originaly a palomino(this was before I knew Spirit's mom was, hence why I changed it) I then designed his mother after my first paint mare, Sugar, who was a real fucking demon.

Here are some old pictures of him.. Damn my horses were uuuuuugleeeh!


hahha look at those front legs..woo teeny feets


even then I wasn't too afraid to draw mare parts. I never went into depth on how he could even nurse with no lips haha.


oh wait! she does have a name, Stargaze was it! Skullface's fav mare.

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Anhur



He's not old at all but he's currently going through changes. I made him more primitive looking as I didn't care for his looks anymore..He just looks funky to me. Now he has a thicker neck and straighter back. He still retains all his beauty and strength though! Stay tuned for his changes!

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Ugly

A percheron mix gelding in my most popular fanfic, on the older version of the Time machine movie. He serves as Shadow's(the Morlock)mount for escape from his foster family. He rides him into battle against the time traveler at the end of the story. They both stick together till living becomes too much for Ugly, he is brought back to the old house and gets the relief of a bullet.

Not much is known about where George got him from. But I've concluded he probably came from the medieval era as an over-horsed stallion(hence why he's such a masculine gelding). He had a hard mouth and requires a strong rider due to his primitive training, great for Shadow! He has a docked tail, sometimes a piece of clothing tied around it.

Not included in the story(don't remember) Shadow puts him through some extensive training on becoming more aggresive, teaching him to bite and to stomp on living things. He wants his revenge on the Time Traveler to be more eventful.






How he used to look like, I didn't like his markings anymore since it made him look too comical. For a serious and revengful Morlock he needed to look darker in character..

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How he looks now, my newest resin model.

See more of him and Shadow soon!

I guess I can say good ol' Cujo is finally "dead." D: He won't boot up anymore, says something is corrupted. Ugh I think he caught a virus, a few days ago it took him hours to boot up, now not at all. I'll see if I can repair him hopefully so he doesn't take all those nice manips I just created and other important files/passwords to the grave with him. ):
I got my unlimited internet so i'm on my new HP. Norton sucks ass...couldnt' even protect poor cujo, whatever it was, it turned off his firewall and e-raped him. D: ARGHHH!

I just found out my goat Peter is dead. He died eating something. Poor guy. ): Sorry i'm a bit drunk from Soju, I mixed it with cola but still a full boodle is like 19% or more and it's my firwst soju experience. I want to cry just thinking that poor Peter is dead. Poor guy, I hope Socks and the others will be fine without him. ): Sad thing to find out one of your favorite pets is gone afetr something like that. Ugh, going to bed now. Everybody else is karoke night out. It's boring for me and i'm not gonna sing haha. It's also sad because it's my first thanksgiving and christmas without my family.

Funny because it's only about 7:50 at night here and It feels like midnight. Goodnight. I am making more Battlecry manips since I found osome more good photos;